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as the title will suggest, this particular post has no intended central theme and direction. it will meander any which way the author likes and will contain whatever is in the immediate consciousness of the author at the time of writing...

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i went to the dental clinic earlier today to have a tooth extracted. a molar. number 6 on the teeth count. it has previously had a dental filling and it is now falling apart. anyway, the dentist said we couldn't have it done right away, it being an upper molar. an x-ray was needed. but i had a general cleaning and had some gaps filled. it's covered by the maxicare of course. back again to the rotten tooth. i had it x-rayed. bad news. it seems the root of the tooth, all three are overlapping into the sinal cavity. this means if the tooth will be extracted, i will most likely end up with an infection or that everytime i gargle, water will pour out of my nose. disgusting. lesson learned: value your teeth.

it's saturday afternoon today and i'm loving the weather. gray sky, a drizzle on the ground. a mistiness and a coldness that seeps into your bones. there's always something about a cold weather that strikes a chord in me. it brings about a melancholic feeling. and i'm a sucker for melancholia.

bitch! i'm talking about the waitress at the cafe i'm making this blog in. i just ordered some water and asked it to be placed in a spill-proof bottle. and the next thing i know, she slams it by the pc. of course it was slammed, i had the headset on and i still heard it being put with force. i just wrote down a complaint and i'm giving it to their boss. god! i hope she gets a beating!
i can fairly hear them talking about the incidence a few metres to my right side. heck! if your going to talk about things behind my back, might as well do it away from my line of vision.
i can't think clearly when i'm pissed off, so it'll take some time for me to write down the next paragraph.......................................................................................................

i've got work later tonight and try as i might i can't force myself to sleep. that's why i'm trying to tire myself out by thinking nonsense and posting it here. i may have some condition you know. mommy bevs said i might. i often have difficulty sleeping and when i'm awake i end up fatigued like a few hours after. it has not progressed to the extremity of narcolepsy yet.

i'm thinking of moving out from my place here in banilad. it's too far from work. that's the only reason really. i spend about an hour getting from here to the site and i'm pretty sure i could do a lot of stuff in that time. i asked the help of gracie to find a place and there's an apartment worth 6000 w/ 2 bedrooms, a bathroom, a shared living room and kitchen and a verandah. i asked jumax about it as she's also looking to move closer to the office and she says the space is too small for her. i don't know.

i'm watching the naruto vs sasuke episode of naruto as i don't have any thing to do. i'm bored.

jappy, mike and joy think i'm being others. i don't hang out with them anymore. i asked jappy, what do they get when i'm there and what do they stand to lose if i'm not. she said, friendship. i've got a 116 people listed on my friendster list. not a lot. and the number of the people i really do have as friends would be much fewer.

anyway, i'm tired and sleepy now so this ends here.