fringe benefits

so, i've recently been watching fringe this week. because of this, there is one thing that i've suddenly just realized. it's been a long time since i've had my brain working at full speed.

well, yes, work in itself has been stressful and it's been difficult to cope, but it's more a physical and emotional stimulation than it is mental. what i'm saying is that it's been a long time that i racked my brain in order to understand something very complicated. very much, like what i was doing partially in college. partially, because if i remember right, i half-slept through most of college.

but watching fringe, and seeing how eccentric, scientists and geniuses are, i am beginning to think that i'm not living up to my full potential.

as such, i've made a decision, and i do hope the decision sticks, to once more challenge my mind. get the gears in my head running at full speed and hopefully not end up with an aneurysm.

this starts today, and this thing i'm writing right here is going to be my documentation.

and since we're talking about documentation, i think I should get a notebook. something to write on. i guess that's something that eccentric but mentally advantaged people often do.

and i hope that i am such a person.